so i am back on da. i got my laptop and everything is going good. still having problems with my mom but that is nothing i cant handle. Well my dog died for those who have seen him. we got a new one named milkshake (sister named him) and a cat named edward who is totally mine because he acts like i'm his mommy. he is a orange tabby cat. he has yellow eyes and does not sparkle lol. i gots me braces so i am now a brace face and i gots a new look. i go to american river college and currently enrolled in design, archery, math, and chior. only nine units so i am not a full time student. but there is hardly any home work lol. my birthday is coming up and i am having a huge party. yay! i am finally turning 18. what else is going on. oh yeah there was a guy i knew in middle schol that i hated who showed back up in my life. he says he has a crush on me so we might be dating soon, if i could get ungrounded. but he likes all the things i do. so i guess its gonna be okay. i joined the drama club and i have a club of my own called the comic book club. well i guess thats all. love you and hope to hear fro you soon.

Okay on con report, it was fun. the table my friend had was bad she but she did better than last con. So that's good.my friend emo-failure who is new to DA lost her con virginity i almost bought her the button but i had no money's. my other friends were also their.
the con started off bad for me because the guy that bought my ticket we couldn't find but it seems that some peoples didn't tell him that they were getting my ticket from him so he he didn't even try to get me my ticket. he said he was a volunteer but he could have left for two seconds to give me my shit. and i saw plenty of volunteers leave so when he said he couldn't give me my ticket i was pissed and told him he better find a way. And on top of that they over stuffed with venders ( which is the reason for my friends bad spot) and they couldn't even let everybody into the rave so i kinda went home pissed and deprived of my rave privileges. not to mention in line some vampire freaks decided to cut us in line but i had to stay calm cause fighting only get you kicked out right.
Sunday was fun i walked around with my other friend Deni we bought BUTTONS!! Love bought a customized button with a taco not octopus but taco bell taco in the back round and her smiling it was cool. i also bought some biohazard prints. and me, Deni and Love went outside and played anime concentration it was fun but Deni would not join us.
For next year me and emo-failure will dress up like the pope on Friday the on Saturday we dress like goth loli then o Sunday she dresses like the pope and i am Micheal Jackson. LOL well look forward to next year.

happy new years friends and those who i think of as family. god a year has gone by lets reflect on the good times..... okay now lets really reflect on all the bad times.... okay put them all in a bag and next year when you see the person you hate the most throw it at them and start over because its a new year.
well whats your new years resolution? mine is to have a great adventure with the adventure club and finish the 20 stories i started lol. well peoples have good one and hopes for a better year.

So a lot has happened in the past week we have been on vacation.
Like on Monday I went to the delta River Murder Dinner party. It was awesome i mean like it was hilarious. For the whole week i still am laughing my ass off. At the dinner party while we were eating a guy dressed in an elf suit came in and was shooting up the place then a black cop came in and stopped him then the host threw me a clue but my mom took it so I took it back but my mom made me give it to her and the host came back over and was pointing to my mom and said "Ooh she has something and shes not sharing" so the cop came over and interviewed my mom and she told hin she was a nurse. So another person died and the cop was looking for a nurse it took me 5 min to get her to go up there. She thought they really didnt need the nurse when the cop was tell er to come up. So she finally did and when he asked her for a plus.
She said "Yes there is a plus."
And he said "Okay now murder mystery "
And my mom said "Oh shes dead" I said to myself poor mom actually went up there looking for a plus. so the second time she went up there to check for a plus she did it right.
I liked that type of thing and next time I wanna take my friends.
Tuesday normal
Wednesday I FELL DOWN THE FUCKING STAIRS!!!!!!!
So what happened was I had just laid my cousin down for a nap. And headed down stairs so I could get dressed. my ankle which is very weak by the way, gave out on me I tumbled down the stair. My sister ran in to she me in the beetle position on the floor she picked me up put me in the car went up stairs got the baby put him in the car and drove me to the hospital we wait 5 hours before they saw me. I was is a wheel chair in the hospital for the longest. I came out with my left wrist sprained and my right ankle sprained and a temporary back brace. The doctor called me lucky.
so for Christmas we waited for my uncle who carried me into the living room and my mom helped me open my presents.
so for the rest of the week i had been sitting in bed my ankle is a little better i am just really slow moving and cant stand for too long. oh and not to mention on Saturday i caught my idiot sisters cold.
but this is my update on me to you sorry for not saying merry Christmas to you guys love ya.

- Hatred

so any way my mom and me were talk and i am not going to Academy of Art because my mom thinks that i wont make it big and this is after i have been accepted to so i am kinda sad because she wants me to minor in something else besides another art thing i wanna minor in writing but she said i may not become a successful writer so i feel a little sad right now but i have to prove to her by the end of the year that i can become a great artist.